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Tuesday, February 24, 2004 @ 10:59 p.m.
Dry season...

Sorry guys, I just am not having that much of days. I just am having a slow dry season right now. Nothing really important, but it is cause it's affecting other parts in life. I've been trying to figure out to get out of this slump. I'll have the solution soon. Well, ja ne!

Thursday, February 19, 2004 @ 11:32 p.m.
Sorry...

Sorry for not updating so much lately. I finally got a good sized HD. I'm currently download many things to fill up the space. I got a presentation to make in my english class tomorrow morning, so I'll leave now to fingure out which poem I want to take. Ja!

Tuesday, February 17, 2004 @ 11:33 p.m.
Gamecube!

I got a Gamecube today. I just got finished playing a little Zelda, and Animal Crossing before that. Classes were fine, nothing special. That's basically it today. Talking with Laura. Ja!

Monday, February 16, 2004 @ 11:42 p.m.
Roofers...ugh...

After I came back from school, I came home to roofers banging on the roof. I couldn't stand it, and couldn't do any homework. I got an application for a job. Hopefully I'll get it. Well, gonna go back to updating the tags on these OST's I got. Ja ne!

Friday, February 13, 2004 @ 12:01 a.m.
No cold

All effects of the cold I had have disappeared by the end of today. I took my history test today. I didn't study for it, and I haven't even read the book. I guess I'll see how much history I really know. I made a few mistakes...I normally always do anyways. Gonna talk with Laura a bit more then get on to what I should be doing. Ja ne!

Wednesday, February 11, 2004 @ 11:30 p.m.
Sorry..

No update last time since Laura wasn't on. I was playing Netroid Zero Mission up to 3:30 last night. I hadn't realized the time. Hopefully tomorrow will be better. Gonna talk with laura now. Ja.

Monday, February 9, 2004 @ 08:04 p.m.
Nothing...

Just a lot of nothing today. Dry throats, sniffling, and tiredness was all this day was. I had a little daydream, and thought a lot about something. I'm gonna ask laura once she gets on. Guess I'll go wait for her some more. Ja!

Sunday, February 8, 2004 @ 10:02 p.m.
Woke up...

I have finally woken up with the sniffles. I wondered how long it would take me to finally get a cold. Everyone else in my classes have been getting them. But they hadn't been outside as much as me...and they didn't go to sleep with a cold draft entering their rooms either. Talking to Laura. Ja ne!

Sunday, February 8, 2004 @ 12:21 a.m.
Jonathan Advanced XD

Hehe, I've been playing GBA games today. I checked what I had to do for my classes first. After that I just played lots and lots of games. Well, just a lot of playing a couple games. Talking to Laura. Ja ne!

Saturday, February 7, 2004 @ 12:26 a.m.
Sleep...plz....

Stayed up playing FFXI. I was awak for my classes, which is why I really did stay up, but now I'm just super tired. I'm gonna talk with Laura a bit more then fall asleep as she's leaving. Ja ne!

Thursday, February 5, 2004 @ 10:38 p.m.
Another nice day...

Half my group was gone today, so we couldn't do too much planning on our skit. Next class the room smelled bad, so we moved to another room. The teacher(history) didn't notice she said "I don't think they get Social Security, do you?" about the Puerto Ricans, and that FDR hadn't been in office yet. After class I asked her about that, but couldn't remember so I blushed a little. I don't think it was noticable, though. I played FFXI off and on today. That's basically it. Gonna talk with Laura a bit more. Ja ne!

Wednesday, February 4, 2004 @ 11:42 p.m.
Too much...

This is getting to be too much. I overslept again. It was at 6:20 this time. The rest of the day was a mess just like the sleet that should've been rain. I got to level 25 now. I have 2 days left including the 15 minutes of the rest of this day. Well, gonna talk with Laura then go to bed. Ja ne!

Tuesday, February 3, 2004 @ 09:50 p.m.
Yet another nothing day...

Oh what a wonderful wonderful day....*sarcasism stops* I got to sit around and do nothing again*dheers* It was everything I remembered it would be. I got all these groups that I have to do things with, but I hardly do anything. Sad thing is that it seems they are the same too. Oh well, at least I know I can get it done in the end. Guess I'll wait for Laura now. Ja ne.

Monday, February 2, 2004 @ 09:49 p.m.
Brrrrrrrrr.....

Nothing much to say. Only thing worth time is the fact that I had to stand outside for 25 minutes. It was so cold my ears got cold first. Normally my legs are the ones that get cold. Slowly my face got numb, and thankfully my hands were inmy pockets for warmth. They got cold last. Well, I'll talk with Laura now ^^. Ja!

Sunday, February 1, 2004 @ 11:06 p.m.
Sleepy...

It was good to be back in church. It was even better helping a very good close friend with their church. I watched all those Naruto eps today...It stopped at a bad spot!!! Now I'm doing a mega leech and dling some episodes and the OST at same time. This season's going to be a long one ;.; Well, gonna talk to Laura a bit more then sleep for my classes.

Saturday, January 31, 2004 @ 10:31 p.m.
Huh?

Not much to say. It was a pretty busy day, but it was pretty fast too. At moments though, it went by slow. Time seemed to stop, and that was only when I was thinking. One about the class teaching offer, and my homework for one of my classes. I thought about other two hw for two other classes, but they're easy, and one of them I need to watch a movie for. Well, I played a little FFXI to free my mind up, and that worked. My last naruto batch is finished, now I got single ones to dl. Gonna talk with Laura a little then go to sleep for chruch tomorrow. Ja ne!

Friday, January 30, 2004 @ 11:19 p.m.
Can't believe it...

Well first off, I overslept a little. I was wanting to wake up at 5:20 to take a shower, but ended up waking up at 6:10. I got to school a little later too. Classes were ok, and I got my first quiz today. It was very easy. I can't remember what all else I did.

I can't believe how people try to find a reason not to like something. I posted on a forum about playing FFXI, and this guy came up and talked about how it was "evil". he came up with the same excuse as normal, too. "it's been done before.", and "It's just a marketing strategy.", and "It costs too much.", but the fact is that it still is different than the normal online RPG. It's also not as boring as the others that I've played that are free. This just proves that people want to find something wrong with things. Stop making excuses, just don't play, or do something you don't want to. Complaining only makes you look like a whiner, and means you have low character. I'm saying that because there needs to be more people with character inthis day and age. Be humble about it though, it's always better that way.

Thursday, January 29, 2004 @ 10:01 p.m.
Not much...

Well, I didn't really do much today. Just a lot of walking. We went around a lot of places, but I did nothing. School was fun today though. I didn't really get home till tonight after Laura got on. We went out to eat tonight. Well, gonna go to sleep now. Ja ne!

Wednesday, January 28, 2004 @ 10:50 p.m.
Sleeeeep

I turned in my english assignemnt. I made it show my weaknesses, though, I'm thinking too much now. Even though I told her I "kinda" exposed them, I don't think I should've done it that much. Well, I got home and watched FMA, and PMK, then I started up the Onegai Teacher OSTs up and started to daydream. I ended up falling asleep and was in that kinda state until around 5. All's good though, I started watching Great Teacher Onizuki tonight, and I'll finish it some timetonight. Well, gonna talk more with Laura now. Ja ne!

Tuesday, January 27, 2004 @ 11:58 p.m.
ANGER

1. Who did you last get angry with? myself
2. What is your weapon of choice? shuriken
3. Would you hit a member of the opposite sex? no
4. How about of the same sex? maybe...if they got me angry
5. Who was the last person who got really angry at you? not
sure, it's been a while sinc esomeone got "really angry" with me
6. What is your pet peeve?: not really a pet peeve, but I'm
not about to tolerate high pitch noise, or things with
"bass". The frequency just hurt's my ears.
7. Do you keep grudges, or can you let them go easily? nope

SLOTH

1. What is one thing you're supposed to do daily that you
haven't done in a long time? read my books for class
2.What is the latest you've ever woken up? the longest I've
been asleep is for 14 hours.
3. Name a person you've been meaning to contact, but
haven't: Jeremy and Jennifer...it's not that I've been
lazy, but cause of not being able to because I don't
know how to contact them.
4. What is the last lame excuse you made? I've made some
excuses, but none of them are lame...I've very creative
:D
5. Have you ever watched an infomercial all the way through
(one of the long ones...)? nope
6. When was the last time you got a good workout? never
7. How many times did you hit the snooze button on your
alarm clock today? I don't use the snooze alarm

GLUTTONY

1. What is your overpriced yuppie beverage of choice? huh?
2. Meat eaters: nothing big, but I have to have at least a
little.
3. What is the greatest amount of alcohol you've had in one
sitting/outing/event? i don't drink.
4. Have you ever used a professional diet company? nope
5. Do you have an issue with your weight? a little...I'm
kinda unhealthy for my size and age
6. Do you prefer sweets, salty foods, or spicy foods? I love
sweets, salty foods are ok, and I've been trying to
cut back on spicy foods.
7. Have you ever looked at a small housepet or child and
thought, "LUNCH!": NO!

LUST

1. How many people have YOU SEEN naked (not counting
movies/family) none
2. How many people have SEEN YOU naked (not counting
physicians/family)? none
3. Have you ever caught yourself staring at the chest/crotch
of a member of your gender of choice during
a normal conversation? nope
4. Have you "done it"? never, prolly one of the few people
that lived in my hometown that didn't
5. What is your favorite body part on a person of your
gender of choice? hmm...I guess hair would be.
6. Have you ever been propositioned by a prostitute? I don't
think so
7. Have you ever had to get tested for an STD or pregnancy?
no

GREED

1. How many credit cards do you own? I hate credit
2. What's your guilty pleasure store? what's that?
3. If you had $1 million, what would you do with it? keep it
for when I move up to Indiana, and keep it for that
purpose
4. Would you rather be rich, or famous? rich
5. Would you accept a boring job if it meant you would make
megabucks? only till I had enough saved up(that would be
a short time cause I'm a very good saver)
6. Have you ever stolen anything? yes
7. How many MP3s are on your hard drive? not sure, but it's
going up at the moment...then down soon after XD

PRIDE

1. What one thing have you done that you're most proud of? I
hate pride...
2. What one thing have you done that your parents are most
proud of? dunno
3. What thing would you like to accomplish in your life?
to...to marry Laura someday...maybe
4. Do you get annoyed by coming in second place? not really
5. Have you ever entered a contest of skill, knowing you
were of much higher skill than all the other
competitors? I don't think so
6. Have you ever cheated on something to get a higher score?
no, the only time I cheated was cause I left my
hw at home. I knew the stuff so it doesn't matter.
7. What did you do today that you're proud of? pride can do
horrible things to a person.

ENVY

1. What item (or person) of your friends would you most want
to have for your own? OH! SYPRO! *burns things to a
crisp* Just to play it I'd return it back to Laura.
2. Who would you want to go on "Trading Spaces" with? I'd
rather not, cause it would most likely be a girl, so I
wouldn't feel right... :-
3. If you could be anyone else in the world, who would you
be? myself XD
4. Have you ever been cheated on? cheated on? which way are
you talking about?
5. Have you ever wished you had a physical feature different
from your own? sometimes
6. What inborn trait do you see in others that you wish you
had for yourself? nothing
7. Do you wish you'd come up with this survey? why?
8. Finally, what is your favorite deadly sin? umm...

Tuesday, January 27, 2004 @ 10:59 p.m.
Writing assignments

I'm getting a lot of them so quickly. I got a lab assignment for history, and all those assignments for english. I also got one of speech, but since we haven't been doing much in government I have no clue when we'll have one in there. I still need to print out that writing assignment due in english. It was easy to write it, but I've been trying to find a way to print it. Maybe I should do it now. Oh yeah, that Onegai Teacher OST batch is going to be done in less than 2 hours now. Well, I'll talk to Laura for a bit. Ja ne!

Monday, January 26, 2004 @ 10:47 p.m.
WOOHOO!

I had no sleep last night. I stayed up playing a game. I was fine for school, infact I was wide awake when I got out. I went to sleep when I got home. Before that I started the Naruto batc again. And that's basically all I did today. It kinda keeps getting more boring and more boring. Well, ja ne!

Sunday, January 25, 2004 @ 11:12 p.m.
Just FFXI...

That's all I basically did today. I did an english assignment before it quickly. It didn't even take 10 minutes. Well, sorta talking with laura and playing a game right now. Ja!


:: how nintendo are you? ::

Which Kingdom Hearts character are you?

Saturday, January 24, 2004 @ 10:32 p.m.
NARUTO!!!!!!

That's all I did, watch a Naruto Marathon.I went around looking for the next batch, and while doing that I found a wallpaper that's I'm going to show Laura. After that I wasted time on FFXI. We had the meeting, and it past. After I got off I started talking with Laura. I'm going back to it that now. Ja ne!

Friday, January 23, 2004 @ 11:24 p.m.
I'm tired...

This was a tiring day. I woke up early and went to school after talking with Laura a bit. My first class was short cause we only had to do one thing, then we could leave. My second class was ok. I got home and laid down for hours. Looking back I couldn't tell if I was wake or not. Iwas waiting for my Naruto batch to finish, but that's still gonna take 2 more hours.

I got a meeting tomorrow with my linkshell on FFXI at 9pm CST. I'm going to get to meet those who are in the linkshell. Umm..yeah, gonna go back watching my dl finish now. Well, later!

Thursday, January 22, 2004 @ 10:09 p.m.
Dry throat...

I've been having a lot of dry throats lately. I had one before going to class, so when I spoke during speech it made me want to talk fast, and I couldn't say a word. my partner was so nervous she took the paper out of my hand and answered the rest for me. Talk about being on a different extreme. This day wasn't much. I got my blm up to level 22. I now can use Frost. I'm talking to Laura now, so later!

Thursday, January 22, 2004 @ 05:03 p.m.
Some quizzes.


You are one of the few out there whose wings are
truly ANGELIC. Selfless, powerful, and
divine, you are one blessed with a certain
cosmic grace. You are unequalled in
peacefulness, love, and beauty. As a Being of
Light your wings are massive and a soft white
or silver. Countless feathers grace them and
radiate the light within you for all the world
to see. You are a defender, protector, and
caretaker. Comforter of the weak and forgiver
of the wrong, chances are you are taken
advantage of once in awhile, maybe quite often.
But your innocence and wisdom sees the good in
everyone and so this mistreatment does not make
you colder. Merciful to the extreme, you will
try to help misguided souls find themselves and
peace. However not all Angelics allow
themselves to be gotten the better of - the
Seraphim for example will be driven to fighting
for the sake of Justice and protection of those
less powerful. Congratulations - and don't ever
change - the world needs more people like you.

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You feel happy, and loved. Nothing could be any
better for you....you may even have a love one
in your life....go you. (Pleas Vote)

What Emotion Dominates you?
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Ghost or spirit: You are a lost soul. Very calm and
sweet, you are often the one who asks: What if?
With a clever mind, you want to explore the
world on a different level. Without the
answers, you aren't ready to move on. You are
most likely very creative and find yourself
thinking things through on a different level.
(please rate my quiz)

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'Deeply Disturbed' PLEASE VOTE!!!

What Type of Lunatic are You?
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Like me you are totally in love.You try to hide it
but you cant.You are nice and pritty in your
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talk to me on AOL or AIM my SN is:Fire moon190

Are you in love?
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You are the Earth fairy.THE QUEEN/KING HAS RETURNED
*bows* You are like mother/fother earth you
care for the trees,animals,and everything.You
have a strong aly thats the Water fairys but if
you have an aly you have to have a enamy to and
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Wednesday, January 21, 2004 @ 09:10 p.m.
Not much...

I woke up at around 5:30 and made my upload settings tolerable to use the net again.I tlaked with Laura a bit before I went to school. Classes in the morning are gonna seem long, I can tell. I got my books today, and they were kinda expensive because of one class. I got home and laid down and slept. After I woke up I read my assignments and watched a l ittle tv. Not much of a day really, but my Naruto batch is 70% done now. I'm thinking of going to bed early, maybe daydream before I go to sleep. I feel like daydreaming. Night minna-san.

Tuesday, January 20, 2004 @ 09:17 p.m.
Sooo short...

I'll have so much time to do stuff this semester. I'm gonna need it too for just these two classes today. They both seem to be gearing towards the 'fun' aspect. I like History already, so that'll always be fun. The speech class is going to be a more hands on class, so I'll learn better in it. Well, gonna wait for Laura to get back now, then it's bed for me. Ja ne!

Monday, January 19, 2004 @ 09:10 p.m.
Back to school...

Today was the last day I could spend all day on FFXI. Classes start tomorrow and that mean's more homework, more talking with Laura, and less time on FFXI. She hasn't gotten on yet, but I can wait for her cause my schedule is different on Tuesdays and Thursdays. I'll tell my schedule: MWF I'll be at school from 7:00am to 8:50, and TR I'll be in school from 12:30 to 3:15. Not a lot of time is it, that that's a good thing cause I can spend that time doing homework. I have a goal of getting all A's. This will be the first time it has happened if it does happen. Also, because I'm in school and not played FFXI much, it means that I'll be downloading more anime. Since I got a burner I can easily keep the episodes aside in cd's for room. I'll have a cap on it like I did last time so it won't hurt anyone's connection. Well, gonna wait to see if Laura get's back on. Later!

Saturday, January 17, 2004 @ 08:04 p.m.
WHOA!!!!!!

Sorry I haven't updated. I've been playing FFXI a lot. I barely talk to Laura any more too.Whenever she got on it was always a bad spot...well maybe except for two times.Well, I'm getting really sleepy now, so I'm going to fall asleep by the keyboard now. night minna-san.

Tuesday, January 13, 2004 @ 09:40 p.m.
Sleep...

I need sleep.I stayed up all night again, and I leveled up quite a bit. I basically just did that again all day. I may wait up for Laura a bit longer, but if she doesn't get on soon I'll be in bed. You'd like that wouldn't you? Well, later.

Tuesday, January 13, 2004 @ 02:06 a.m.
Finally...

I got into a party, and was in one from then on. It was really fun toward the end. It started off kinda bad, but because of that I got into a good party, then after that one, got some serious exp. It was fun while it lasted. Laura's alarm messed it up for a moment, but I couldn't stay and talk with her ;.;. They could've gone on without me, but it would be tough. I'm nearly Lv.13 now. It runs a whole lot smoother with a good party. That's all I did today. i gotta go to bed now. Ja ne!

Sunday, January 11, 2004 @ 09:24 p.m.
*yawn*

I stayed up late last night. Actually I stayed up all night. I hadn't realized the time and when I closed the game it said it was nearly 6am. I laid down, and slept...I think for a while. I got out of bed and played some more and finally got to level 10. I've been playing it since after lunch nonstop until dinner. I need to find a quicker way to level now. Well, I'll talk with Laura for a while. Ja ne!

Saturday, January 10, 2004 @ 10:39 p.m.
Again...

I slept in again. It was a slow day, bu I was playing FFXI, so my time was taken up. That's all I basically did. Guess I'll talk to Laura then. I also found out that my stats do accumilate. Well, ja ne!

Saturday, January 10, 2004 @ 01:21 a.m.
Sleeeep.......

I slept in again. I was really tired. Then I played lots of FFXI again. I died plenty of times, and I'm starting to wonder if what you have accumulates if you level down then back up again. I'll find out next time I guess. Well, gonna say goodnight to Laura, and maybe go to bed myself. Ja!

Thursday, January 8, 2004 @ 11:34 p.m.
FFXI

That's all today was. We started off going to IHOP ^^. Then I set everything up so I could play FFXI. The rest of the day I was playing it. I also nearly missed Laura just now. Glad I got to talk to her, that way she wouldn't be too worried. Well, I'm going back to the game now. JA ne!

Wednesday, January 7, 2004 @ 10:40 p.m.
Not much...

Well it wasn't much of a day. I woke up lot os times, but went back to sleep, then finally woke up and watched The Postman. After that...I just sat in my room staring at my moniter. And also helped take over my sister's character for a while. Well, we're going to IHOP tomorrow morning, so I'm going to bed soon. First I'm gonna talk with Laura for a while. Ja!

Tuesday, January 6, 2004 @ 10:29 p.m.
Short day

It was another short day. I slept in again, and when I did get up I just wasted my time with some games. I started the next Naruto batch today too. It's gonna take as long as the last one. At least it's at 20% right now. Well, I'm kinda tired, so I'll talk with Laura a little then go to bed. Ja ne!

Monday, January 5, 2004 @ 10:56 p.m.
IT FINISHED!!!!!!!!!! WOOHOO!!!!!!!

The Naruto 31-40 batch FINALLY finished. Yeah, I get to watch a lot of anime tomorrow ^^. I slept most of the day, so I didn't do much. I can say this much though. Once I get FFXI I'll be able to play pretty well, since I take over my sisters character when she cooks some times. I also beat Super Castlevania 4 today. Well, I'll talk to Laura a bit more then try and go to bed...or maybe watch Naruto if I can't. Ja ne!

Sunday, January 4, 2004 @ 11:45 p.m.
Laura's back!!!!!!!

YAY! She's back. And she couldn't have picked a better time. I ran out of things to do, so these next weeks would've been very boring. Umm...well, today we went to my cousins to a birthday party. It was fun. I'm also am going to have that Naruto torrent finished finally. At lest the first one, I gotta worry about the other two some other time.Well, I'm going to bed now, so ja ne!

Saturday, January 3, 2004 @ 10:29 p.m.
What a wonderful thing...

Don't you agree boredom is such a wonderful thing. I spent my whole day in it. I finished Metroid...that was kinda short, but still hard. Not else much to say. I guess I'll head to bed now. night everyone.

Saturday, January 3, 2004 @ 12:18 a.m.
Short day

Today seemed short. I got up and finished FF4 hard type. After I did that I watched a little tv, but then we went out to eat shortly. I got back home, and knowing nothing was on I started playing Metroid. The original NES game. I was bored, and that game is boring. I'm kinda tired, so I'm gonna go lay in bed until I fall asleep. Night minna-san.

Thursday, January 1, 2004 @ 10:58 p.m.
Finally...

I finally finished all the Flame of Recca batches availible downloads. It's gonna take me a long time to get the Naruto ones though. Not that many people get on it, so it's very slow speeds. I'm really tired and bored. What's even worse it's going to last for 20 more days. I don't have classes till the 20th. Well, I guess I''ll g back to being bored now. Ja ne!

Wednesday, December 31, 2003 @ 11:41 p.m.
Not much...

I woke up at 5am because of a really bad headache. I watched a little anime, then fell back to sleep. I slept in till like 10 or something. We went out to eat and then we got back home, and I started watching anime while I was waiting for one episode to download. Watched that episode then went back to the other anime. I've been doing that till now, but stopped after Jaz IM'ed me. Oh yeah, and Happy New Tears. Ja ne!

Tuesday, December 30, 2003 @ 09:54 p.m.
Going to bed early.

Yeah, I'm tired and got little sleep last night. I had to wake up early to help my sister get her stuff ready to move. I did that and then setup mine and my sisters two comps after that. Got another batch of Flame of Recca, watched it, and watched anime from the comp to my tv. She has that ability. Then I just laid on the floor for a while. Well, goodnight everyone.

Monday, December 29, 2003 @ 10:21 p.m.
Again...

Not much of a day. I got up late, and don't even remember what I did for a while. I started downloading some other anime...pausing those Naruto bt's. They took forever, cause most of the people that came on made everyone upload to them. I'm getting tired, and burning most of my sister's mp3's so I can have them after I get a bigger hd. So, I'm going to bed afterwards. By the time I wake up one episode wil be dled, and the next Flame of Recca batch will be dled too. Ja ne!

Monday, December 29, 2003 @ 01:04 a.m.
Lots o' dlin

I basically just downloaded a lot today. I finally was able to get the next Flame of Recca batches. I only got to get one batch fully dled though. Since there seems to be a problem with the tracker I might not be able to dl the rest until some other day. Right now I'm trying to get Naruto episodes 31-50. That's right all of those at one time. It'll take more than a week though. Well, I'm getting sleepy, and I want to dream of Laura so I'm off to bed now. Ja ne!

Sunday, December 28, 2003 @ 01:00 a.m.
Neverending thoughts...

Ahh, such a wonderful day, even if most of it was boring. I had a dream of Laura. I was looking for her. I lost her earlier in the dream, but the last few moments of it I kept searching for her. A person from the past was in it. She was a friends of someone I liked. I happened to ask where she was by mistake, but I quickly came back asking if she saw Laura instead. If you wanting to know the exact words here: "Hey, Amy, have you seen Teri,*shakes head* I mean Laura" I even had thoughts in it.

Once awake I wanted to be dreaming of her more. Instead I downloaded two more episodes of Ai Yori Aoshi Enishi. They really made my day full of more emotion. I played a game, but quickly got bored of it. I also watched a couple movies. They were What's Eating Gilbert Grape, and You've Got Mail. Both movies I constantly looked over at my moniter to see Laura. I wish I could talk to her again.

I'm not sleep, and I want to sit here looking at Laura's pic listening to music, but I have to go to sleep. I'll prolly think of her so much that I won't be able to sleep for a long time. What a day...if only Laura was on. Good night minna-san. Ja ne!

Saturday, December 27, 2003 @ 12:40 a.m.
I miss Laura...

I've been playing more games today too. Three of them, which are FF4, Super Castlevania IV, and Shadowrun. I nearly finished FF4 and SC4, and barely started Shadowrun. This isn't going to last long, and I'm running out of things to do. I hope she's doing alright. I miss her so much that I try not to think of her. If I think of her, I might be a little overbarring once she gets on. I'm getting sleepy and I want to see Laura, s I'll go to sleep now and dream of her. Until next time, ja ne!

Thursday, December 25, 2003 @ 10:28 p.m.
Boredizm makes you do strange things.

Not much of a Christmas. We watched Ben Hurr, and had cornish hens.The food was good, and the time available was full of boredom. I was playing FF4 for a long time, and ended up dying on accident. Normally I would've had it saved after certain events, but not this time so I was set back a long ways. I stopped playing it and saw some cheats availible, so I played around with them. I found one that teleports you to different locations, so I went and saw where I could end up on my last save. Well, I'm gonna go watch Seabiscuit now. Ja ne! Merry Christmas!

Wednesday, December 24, 2003 @ 08:45 p.m.
Woke up early...

I woke up early today so that we could go watch The Return of the King. It was great, though there are points that aren't remotely near what the book has. I hate HOllywood for that reason. Well, before that I kept thinking of what happened with Laura and her dad. It really pisses me off, and saddened about it. I wish he would just stop drinking, cause I think that's the reason he did it.

Here's what I was thinking: It's Christmas season again, and you know how some people get. All happy and stuff, but there are those on the opposite side. They get extremely depressed because of the way things are. This depression can be transferred to other emotions, so they could end up getting pissed, or suicidal. Because of what I gathered from what I've heard about him. I think he's the type that would get mad at times like that. Mad because of the circumstances, and mad at what they don't have that they think they should. When he got home, he needed something to get these feelings out of him or else he would go crazy...literally. I'm not sure if Laura was the first thing he saw, but the fact that she was on the phone might've made her an easy target. I'm not sure if he was drunk, but I would think he would have to be for the way he acts. Liqour is an evil drink that should never be consumed. It always ends with suffering.

Well, on a lighter note. I know how to make omelettes now. I also figured out how long it would take to save up on getting up there. I also am getting a nice Christmas present from financial aide $964 back after my schooling is paid for. Since I can resell the books from last semester that'll get me half the money needed for books, then spend a little of the fin-aid after it runs out. I'll have enough to get a bigger HD, and a new moniter. I'll be saving the rest of the money to meet Laura. Well, even if I'm not that sleepy. I guess I should head for bed now. Ja ne!

Wednesday, December 24, 2003 @ 02:12 a.m.
Sleeeepp.....

I slept a lot today. I stayed up finishing the Book of Job last night when I couldn't fall asleep cause I kept thinking of scenarios of how to move up there and how much money I would need. I watched the ninth episode of AYA Enishi finally. It's the best one so far. Well, my minds tired. I go to sleep now, ja ne!

Monday, December 22, 2003 @ 10:09 p.m.
DAMMIT!!!!!!!!!!!!

I MISSED HER! STUPID GAME! ~_~
While I was busy playing a stupid game she IM'ed me from a friends. It was long too. Ugh..I'm kicking myself right now.....literally. See *points to his heel hitting himself* I just... ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG
HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!! ~_~
I'll go back to kicking myself for the rest of the night. Ja ne! *kicks self some more*

Edit: WOOHOO! Her friend was still on ^^. I'm getting to talk to her ^_______^

Monday, December 22, 2003 @ 01:18 a.m.
Almost forgot...

Heh, I almost forgot to update. All I did was play Giants today. I also watched The League of Extrodinary Gentlemen. I wish I could talk with Laura again...before Christmas. I'll try and go to sleep now. It might take some time cause I was trying before I updated, then realized I hadn't when I was thinking of Laura. Well, good night minna-san. Ja ne!

Saturday, December 20, 2003 @ 07:46 p.m.
A lot of nothing...

I stayed in bed most of the day. Watched some tv, and got on the net a little. I also uninstalled Diablo 2, then installed Starcraft and played it a little, then uninstalled Starcraft, and installed Giants, and have been playing that since. I go back to playing it now, since I was checking everything again. Ja ne!

Saturday, December 20, 2003 @ 12:40 a.m.
What did I do?

I can't remember what I did today. Everything I've done has already past my mind. All I can remember is waiting for Chrno Crusade to finish downloading. Another thing I remember is when I baked my leftovers when we went out last night. I knew something was missing last night, so I brought it home to cook it myself. Sure enough, the thing that was missing was what I thought it was. Maybe I'm thinking of Laura too much, cause that's all I remember...me thinking of her. Well, I'm gonna go lo bed now. Ja ne!

Friday, December 19, 2003 @ 12:58 a.m.
Never realized...

I've never come to realize how painful it is to be alone. I've lived all of my life being alone. I just got finish beating Terranigma, and came to realize this. Before the credits the main character's world disappeared, he went with it too, but he was still alone. The end speculates that he went to the girl he loved after the credits though.

If loneliness comsumes your life, it's better to grab on to something and never let go. Otherwise, you'll end up being alone again, but it feels completely different. If you think that it would be better to just stay alone, it wouldn't work. There will always be someone out there looking for you...not literally...and you may meet them at any time.

Time to go to bed. I hope this game wears off of me before I go to sleep. I'll dream something weird if I don't. Well cya later. Ja ne!

Wednesday, December 17, 2003 @ 07:12 p.m.
Ok at first.

I woke up at eight and started writing another story. I watched a movie afterwards to make me not get bored, but after I finished it it started to get boring. I tried playing a game, but it closed on me so I stopped. I wish Laura would get on soon. I'm running out of things to take up my time. Well, gonna waste my time some more ja ne!

Tuesday, December 16, 2003 @ 07:07 p.m.
So boring...

Without Laura to talk to at nights, it gets pretty boring after 7pm. Well I managed to mail AYA finally. I forgot to ask how long it would take, but at the least I know it will be in 3 days. It possible it won't be there until a week, but hopefully Laura gets a moniter before it comes.I guess I'll go do nothing for a while. Ja ne!

Edit: No amount of games can bring the amount of joy that Laura gives me in one single moment. And that means a lot, since games have been the only thing that made my life somewhat bearable.

Monday, December 15, 2003 @ 11:08 p.m.
No Laura...

I wont be able to talk with Laura for a little while. her moniter gave up on her, so she's not able to use her comp.It's fine with me, but I'm hoping it's not unbearable for her. I just finished Chrono Trigger again...again. I finished the longest version, and finished the shortest version just a second ago. I'm tired...so I'm just gonna sit here thinking of Laura now. Ja ne!

Sunday, December 14, 2003 @ 05:44 p.m.
No church...

Once again we didn't go to church. I'm glad to see that Laura didn't get on last night. If she had, I wouldn't be too happy with myself. Didn't do much today, just played some ROMs, and setup my schedule for next semester. Well, gonna wait and see if Laura will get on tonight. Ja ne!

Saturday, December 13, 2003 @ 07:49 p.m.
Early sleep...

Well...since Laura won't be back until after 12 I'm gonna get some shut eye. Today has been exceptionally wonderful ^^. Woke up thinking of Laura. Watched and played many things which seemed boring...and nnothing compared to Laura ^__^. Then before I laid down, felt complete bliss at the thought of me and Laura. I laid there exhausted, so I was out of it for a while. Not really awake, but also not really asleep. Gomennasai, Laura. I might not be able to talk to you. Good night minna-san!

Friday, December 12, 2003 @ 07:08 p.m.
Lots o' nothin...

Basically did nothing today again. I went on a search that ended up nowhere, and played some games. I woke up early this morning with my left wrist hurting. It still hurts, and just as bad. The good thing is that it only happens when I move it to the right. Me eating now, so ja ne!

Thursday, December 11, 2003 @ 08:14 p.m.
MSG2..

I just played a lot of MSG2 today. Nothing really much. I also got to talk to Laura for a little while ^^. I love her soooooooooo much. Well...I got a B in my US History class. My other class haven't input them yet. Well me playing hangman until Laura gets on. Ja ne!

Wednesday, December 10, 2003 @ 09:31 p.m.
No more for me...

No more school for me ^______^. I got to talk to one of the kendo guys a lot tonight. Every Tuesday and Wednesday night there's a group that does kendo on the schools campus. Well...I might see if I can go next Tuesday, cause that'd be really fun if they cancelled and did D&D like yesterday.

Once again I feel like I did horribly on my tests again. I'm glad it's over with anyways though. Well I'm gonna find something to eat, and talk to Laura now. Ja ne, minna-san!

Tuesday, December 9, 2003 @ 09:33 p.m.
TESTS!


You are Mizuhara Yomi!

Which Azumanga Daioh Character are you?
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You are Kasuga Ayumu (Osaka)! No-one remembers
your real name, but you don't care because you
occasionally forget it yourself. You are the
follower in your group, you tend to go wherever
the others go. Wherever life takes you, you
find some way to be happy about it. You have
an extremely sweet nature. Others think you
are kinda spaced out, but you enjoy it better
in your mind. The most important things in
life are sleep, imagination, and the ability to
do magical things. You hide a darker side that
we pray is never unleased on the world (never
smile like that again). You don't pay much
attention to the outside world, and your grades
can suffer because of this... but who cares?
Life has more to offer than grades... like
breaking chopsticks. Your best friend would be
a Chiyo, and you should consider becoming a
teacher.

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Chiyo-chan! The cute 10 year old. You are sweet,
kind, naive, brilliant, and the cutest thing to
ever hit your highschool. congrats!

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You are Chiyo- chan, You are a very intelligent,smart,and so cute. You
mostly care about your friends and never let
them down. You are a super genius, you are
outgoing and you have no problem fitting with
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You are Osaka! With your head in the clouds, most
people can't tell if you're paying attention to
anything, but in your mind, you're unraveling
the secrets of the universe. Maybe that's why
you get the best test scores of the Bonklers.
You receive a 42% on your quiz, making you the
smartest Bonkler in the bunch.

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Tuesday, December 9, 2003 @ 08:39 p.m.
One day left...

Looks like it one more day left of school for me. I'll waste away and do nothing most likely. It's just like all the other breaks I have, which means nothing to do all the time. There one upside to it though. I'll have time to write, and draw. Plus I have Laura now, so this break might be the best one I've had yet.

Wanna hear something funny? My dad started to play KH...finally, and he's further in the game that me(remember I started a new game yesterday), but here's the funny part...I'm at a higher level than him XD. Well it's not that hard to get to level 100 before getting off of Destiny Island. It might take a long time, but it'll happen in I'm guessing around 200 hours of gameplay XD. I dunno...maybe it's more. Oh well, I'll wait for Laura now. Ja ne!

Monday, December 8, 2003 @ 09:18 p.m.
*yawns*

I'm kinda tired right now. Well, all I did today was watch FMA ep 10 then did my writing assignments for my sociology class. The assignments took shorter than the episode XD. THen I started playing KH again, and that was until now. Now I'm talking to Laura^^, and basically sitting here. I'm gonna go talk to her more now. Ja ne!

Sunday, December 7, 2003 @ 06:56 p.m.
Early sleep...

I'm going to bed early tonight. It started out ok. We actually went to church this morning, but it turned out bad towards the end of the day. What I wouldn't give to just talk with Laura right now. I'll be in bed looking at the screen until I fall asleep in case she comes on. Well, night minna-san.

Sunday, December 7, 2003 @ 12:30 a.m.
No Laura...

WIth no Laura today I slept in till 11am. I played some GTA:VC to waste my time. We finished watching the tape that a friend let us borrow. I went back to playing GTA:VC afterwards. I found out that you can freeze the game XD. I flew into that invisible barrier and kept on till getting to the corner. I go sleep now. Night minna-san! I love you Laura ^_^. Hope you have sweet dreams.

Friday, December 5, 2003 @ 08:21 p.m.
boring day...

Tried writing a bit. I also downloaded some songs. Talked to Laura for a little before her mother came home. I'm gonna wait for her to get on now...later.

Thursday, December 4, 2003 @ 09:06 p.m.
To be honest...blaaah!

This day was just...here. I got up late, and went to the class that I needed to. I came back home and di nothing for the whole day. I was bored, and had nothing to do. I'm waiting for Laura now, but I don't think I'll be able to see her for long once she does get on. I'm gonna let her do her update then us talk for a couple minutes. I'll go to sleep once she does get on and finish talking with me. Hope your day was better. Until later, ja ne!

Wednesday, December 3, 2003 @ 10:31 p.m.
Ok day...

It was an ok day today...I got up late, and started on the program which I didn't finish. I went to school, and was gonna skip, but ended up not. I met a good person today though. He was another Christian. He was nice. We had a small discussion before my class started. I went toward the comuter lab around the time my teacher normally starts class to start on the program again. He ended up being in there, so I just went to class. Now I'm watching a good movie and talking to Laura. THe person I love very very very very very much. ^_________^ Ja ne!

Tuesday, December 2, 2003 @ 06:05 p.m.
Nice Day ^^

This was a nice day.Even if I didn't get to my program. I feel wonderful now after talking with Laura. I'll prolly try my program again after this, but prolly won't get far. There's something strange though. I really don't mind right now. I must be going crazy.

On another note, I think I found out why I've been having so much trouble. For the last year, I've been cutting back on what I eat whenever we eat so we can save money, and I've recently heard that not eating certain amount of different types of food causes the brain to function more slowly, thus forgetting things including past things learned that you never used much. I'm gonna see what I can do about that, but it won't help this semester much. Well...gonna crack down on my program again. I'll most likely fail though. Ja ne!

Monday, December 1, 2003 @ 08:11 p.m.
Brain Death...

Yet another brain fatality today guys. I was working on the program, and it finally just stopped. I couldn't think at all. I turned on music, wait for several minutes, and went posting, but nothing helped make it go again. If I don't get this done soon I'm gonna be very screwed. I got to talk to Laura though...she had to stay home for the day, but I'm sure she's fine.

I thought of her a lot today to make my mindache. It helped several times, but once I went back to wracking it on the program it began to hurt again. I decided to take a long break which hasn't stopped yet. Nothing's on TV, and Laura isn't on right now, so I might try working on it again even if my brain is hurting thinking about it. It'll have to be after my sis gets finished with the phone though. Well, ja ne!

Sunday, November 30, 2003 @ 10:43 p.m.
Update soon...

I'm gonna be updating the layout soon. How do you like the new bg? Well, today was pretty good even if we didn't go to church. I woke up and we had a donut breakfast, then I started reading. For some reason I got on my comp...oh yeah, I watched ep 8 of PeaceMaker Kurogane. It was a nice one. After that I took a shower, and we went out to eat at Bennigans. I got the Big Irish like that last couple of times. It didn't seem as big this time. I left not even feeling the least bit full. I could've ate the rest of my family's leftovers.

FINDING NEMO! We watched after that. It was nice. After we got finished, I came back to my comp and worked on the new bg for a while. I started to do my updating and found out that there isn't a way to make the image stretch for higher resolution users. I recommend 1024x768 more though. Anything higher or lower doesn't help much. Well...I'm gonna go talk more with Laura, and see what I can do for this page. Ja ne!

Saturday, November 29, 2003 @ 07:14 p.m.
While she's not on...

I guess I'll update while she's not on. Another pretty boring day. I tried doing my program today after I did the special thing for today's update. It didn't work out. My brain was dead, and it's suppose to be turned in this wed ~_~. This is gonna be a really close call. I hope I can cheer her up today. There's one thing I can do, and it's gonna be on this update now. See if you can translate it.

Watashi no ai, Laura. Watashi ha toko ni kare me to aru koto wo kokoro miru. Kare me ha watashi ga shi nu made watashi ga aisuru to dearu. Toko ni it-shoni eikyuuni. Well, ja ne!

Friday, November 28, 2003 @ 09:01 p.m.
*yawns*

Long day even though I slept in to 10. We got the Ai Yori Aoshi boxset today. That was basically it. Talking to Laura really brings up the day. Well...I'm gonna talk to her as much as I can. Ja ne!

Thursday, November 27, 2003 @ 06:51 p.m.
Happy Thanksgiving.

Well n ot much to say here. We went over to my aunt and cousins and had it over there. It was avtually kinda boring despite all the action going on. It was still nice to be there though. Well...I'm gonna wait for Laura to get on now and hopefully cheer her up. Ja ne!

Wednesday, November 26, 2003 @ 10:13 p.m.
LAURA!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ugh...I want to be with her so much...I had to play a game, so I could get her off my mind and act correctly. Laura...why can't it be now! I want to be with you. But...I must wait. Kuso....why!?! WHY!?! Why is it like this...I promised myself not to be like this.

This Thanksgiving...I'm very thankful that I have met Laura..even if it's online. There is none other like her. Everything will be fine as long as I have her. And once I have her...I will never let go. She is...the one. I love her soooooooooo much, so I'm going to spend more time with her now. Ja ne!

Tuesday, November 25, 2003 @ 09:58 p.m.
Before she get's on...

From now on I'm gonna do this before Laura gets on. It seems I have taken up her time for too long. Starting today, I'm going to bed early, so Laura can be in better conditions with her parents. I'm not sure if she's stayed up as late as we have been for a long time or not, but it's better to be safe. Well gonna talk to her a little now.

Monday, November 24, 2003 @ 11:14 p.m.
Wonderfully wonderful wonderful DAY!

Laura is wonderful. Laura is great. Laura made a wonderful drawing, that is just as great as her. She drew Chi and Sumomo wonderfully. Me wants to be with her more. Oh yeah, all I did today was download anime and did my Gov research paper. Well, she's going to be now. Night minna-san.

Sunday, November 23, 2003 @ 09:25 p.m.
Saturday was...and Sunday...ugh...~_~

Neither of these days were good. Only thing that really happen yesterday was me actually talking to Laura. She called at night time, and even though we didn't talk that much I liked it very much. her voice was only a little different than I thought it would be. There was one point that she sounded like what I was thinking. but anyways...I got of at a certain time to go to church this morning.

Why can't we go to church? I want to go to church. ~_~ Ugh...everyday I'm wanting to get out of here more, and more. That won't happen anytime soon though. I realized that I needed to think of which games I would be taking. it's a cleared out now. Well I'm gonna talk more with Laura now. Ja ne, minna-san!

Friday, November 21, 2003 @ 10:57 p.m.
Trend?

Seems like I always update when I'm talking to Laura...oh well. Not much of a day. Watched some anime...and that's basically it. I go talk more now.

Thursday, November 20, 2003 @ 10:42 p.m.
One bad week...

Talk about being one bad week. I woke up early, but ended up falling back to sleep and almost over slept...for my ride. I pretty much had a crappy day the rest of the day until I got home. I watched Ai Yori Aoshi ~Enishi~ and was demodded by Raine...If she pushes the wrong person; she'll regret it. Laura has to be the only good thing..yet again. I love being with her. She is the best thing that has happened to me for a long time...despite what people think. But if I can help them forget about us...I will. I'm going back to the best thing ever now.

Oh yeah, I almost forgot about I'm taking a break from GS...I said it was for study, and that's true, but there are more reasons. If you want to ask...those that go there...feel free to ask. Just IM me on AIM.

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Wednesday, November 19, 2003 @ 11:19 p.m.
It started of ok, but gradually got worse. I finished Cowboy Bebop again today. Then I started translating japanese...that took a long time. I've also been downloading Flame of Recca today too. I didn't do so well on my C++ test...and I don't think I'm gonna get a very good grade in it. Now Raine is deciding to get off the net completely. All I see is her trying to run from her problems again, instead of facing them. I've decided to offer my help to Kumo for maintaining GS temporarily. I'm gonna go talk to Laura now in hopes of salvaging this once good day.

Tuesday, November 18, 2003 @ 10:19 p.m.
Not so good...

This day wasn't too good. I have a headache, and I didn't do much schoolwork today. I just lacked the energy. I ended up coming home and sleeping for a while. I started translating japanese..and I'm now talking to Laura. Checking out our options. Overall just a bad day. I'll see if we can cheer each other up. Ja ne...

Monday, November 17, 2003 @ 11:17 p.m.
*yawns* ...

Lots of homework. That was today. I had Laura's pic there to inspire me though. By the time I started getting to go good...She came on. ^_^ I took a break and talked with her. We took some quizzes together. I continued to do quizzes after she left. She came on when I was doing one. Then I talked to Traci in the hopes of a plan I had. I have all sorts of plans up my sleeve, but only one of them will work perfectly. I'll go talk with Laura now. Later minna-san.

Monday, November 17, 2003 @ 09:53 a.m.
Quizzes-R-Us.


You're Most Like The Season Autumn ...

You're warm, and the most approachable. You have
that gentle prescence about you. People can
relate to you, and find you easy company.
However it's likely you've been hurt in the
past and it has left you scarred so things can
become rather chilly with you at times. Being
the third Season in, you're mature, trustworthy
and loyal to your friends but prone to
depression and negative thinking.

Well done... You're the shy and sensitive season :)

?? Which Season Are You ??
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! You are most like An Emerald ! Caring, giving, - and very emotional. You're the
person people turn to with a problem. You worry about
everybody, and genuinely want to help - a little too much
sometimes. As an emerald, you tend to take a more backseat to
the other gems, but your inner beauty soon captivates those
who take the time to get to know you. Congratulations ... You're the selfless gem
everybody needs as a friend.

?? Which Precious Gem Are You ??
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obsessive compulsive

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Seer

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You should be dating a Pisces. 19 February - 20 March Your mate is loving and caring, trusting and
hospitable, and romantic. Though he/she can be
self-pitying, temperamental or dependent, the
fishes are quite romantic in bed.

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G# minor - You are not totally happy, and you know
it. At least you are trying to do something
about it. You like to think and create to try
and sort out your problems. Keep going the way
you are, and you will soon be on speaking terms
with your demons.

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"Sweet Dreams" (by Eurythmics) Sweet dreams are made of this Who am I to disagree? Travel the world and the seven seas Everybody's looking for something Some of them want to use you Some of them want to get used by you Some of them want to abuse you Some of them want to be abused
I really think they like this song...

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You are Form 1, Goddess: The Creator. "And The Goddess planted the acorn of life.
She cried a single tear and shed a single drop
of blood upon the earth where she buried it.
From her blood and tear, the acorn grew into
the world." Some examples of the Goddess Form are Gaia (Greek),
Jehova (Christian), and Brahma (Indian). The Goddess is associated with the concept of
creation, the number 1, and the element of
earth. Her sign is the dawn sun. As a member of Form 1, you are a charismatic
individual and people are drawn to you.
Although sometimes you may seem emotionally
distant, you are deeply in tune with other
people's feelings and have tremendous empathy.
Sometimes you have a tendency to neglect your
own self. Goddesses are the best friends to
have because they're always willing to help.

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Your element is Water. You are a deep person and a
good communicator. Incredibably loving and
loyal when your trust is gained and you are
fairly mature.Myterious to the utmost water is
in everything. One can be an Ocean or a river
but nobody truly knows you.

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You won't die. God will take you up to Heaven
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Sunday, November 16, 2003 @ 10:25 p.m.
One long day...

Not one of the best days today. But it makes a record for a total complete turnaround. I slept in this morning. I had a little meeting scenario going through my head, and figuring a way to meet Laura without putting her in harms way. The ride up to my aunts was long...and so was the waiting for her to get out of church. I was tired the whole time. The best time there was when Becka(my cousin) came over. Once we got home...it just got worse. I found out that Laura's dad hit her within the time I was getting home. me and Jaz talked a bit.

Here's where it makes a turnaround. Laura came on, and was so pissed. And here's what happens...I tell her a phrase in japanese. It basically means "My girlfriend possesses(sp?) true beauty." This makes her smile...that's within 6 minutes being on. And now she has been successfully cheered up to where she can be happy all the time...I'm going back to make her happy. I will always be there for you Laura...n o m a t t e r w h a t. Ja ne!

Saturday, November 15, 2003 @ 10:11 p.m.
Miss Mandy...no not the singer...

lol...this has been the strangest day.I give thanx to you Mandy. Your conversation was very interesting...Well, the rest of the day was long...I spent my time translating things for Japanese to English...and vice versa. I found out my name in Japanese is Youitakankei Jonasan. Don't bother to try and translate my last name, cuase it gives you a definition...not the name. I'm gonna go talk with Laura now, so ja ne!

Friday, November 14, 2003 @ 11:46 p.m.
*sing*What a wonderful day it is

Wasn't today beautiful? I stayed in bed most of the day dreaming of Laura, and her countless beauty. Where am I getting this from? I've read a lot of old books...Well anyway. I was so preoccupied today, I didn't even notice that my dad had gotten drunk. I would've never noticed it if my sister didn't tell me. It didn't bother me that much though..my judgement is cloudded with the haze called Laura. I must return to the one named Laura to plan many adventure through life...cheerio...
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Thursday, November 13, 2003 @ 10:23 p.m.
The best day EVER!!!!!!!!!!!

Today I make a record like no other. But first the actual day. I woke up lots of times and found ant bites in five different spots. It doesn't matter though. I can feel no pain now. In history I constantly thought of Laura ^_^. Isn't she wonderful? Then I got into my Gov class. The test took under 30 minutes to do...I'm sure that I've missed some, but it doesn't matter if it's only a few. The rest of the day was crap. I saw this girl in the comp lab that was completely hot...but I wasn't tempted at all. Strange for a guy, but not strange for a guy with certain circumstances.

Ok, I got home and sat infront of my comp. I watched PMK, it's turning out great. And I looked at Laura's pic while waiting for the manga's I was downloading. Fruit Basket's chapters 1-8, and Ai Yori Aoshi volume 2 chapters 20 and 21. Raine/Heather and me got into an arguement as well. I bet you're wondering how this was the best day ever.. It's comting up. Laura got on a little late, and I really wanted to see her. *hugs the life size Laura plushie cheryl gave him in the GS chat* Then out of nowhere...I started to profess. It was hard saying it, cuase I didn't want to so early...I proclaimed my love to Laura. I was shaking all over, and was beyond blushing. You may be wondering if this is honest to God truth, but you cannot tell what I am going through right now even just typing this. I am in complete bliss. It's like is it calm within my soul. It is like I am with peace with the world. I just want to cry out in joy in which these feeling I have throughout the world.

I want to announce to the world...ok not that much...that I LOVE LAURA!!!!!! *imagines holding Laura and the amount of joy between us two* Come as you may. Nothing can bring me down now, for all that is on my mind...is Laura, and my love for her. The email I look at most frequently is HanabishiKaoru@hotmail.com...if you want to speak with me do so as you please. I have AIM, my handle HeavensCloudn, and my icq# is 66447000. Or you could put up a tag. I shall return to the one I love...and be with her till she sleeps. Oh yeah, Good Luck to Laura and Jaz on your jobs tomorrow.

Wednesday, November 12, 2003 @ 10:29 p.m.
huh...

What was today? I woke up at 4:30, and then went back to bed and woke up at 5:45 cause my sister asked me something. I talked to Laura ^_^. While talking watched FMA ep 6. This one was nice. I went back to bed and ended up sleeping till who knows. I played Diablo II till around 3, and just missed Laura ~_~. Went to school, and worked on my essays which lasted till the middle of my C++ class. After that I took the test for that class, and wwent to eat at Subway. Me go talk with Laura more now.

Tuesday, November 11, 2003 @ 11:11 p.m.
Sleep in??????

Why did they let me sleep in. I still had to do that essay. Oh well I got it done anyway. Good news I got a 24 out of 25 on that essay. ^_^ Best grade I've had in a long time. The rest of the day wasn't as much of a joy. I thought of Laura, and how I wished to be with her, or at least on the net talking with her. I didn't get to do that until recently. It was my fault though. Next time I'll know better....about my comp. As you see it's better now. Well, I'm gonna spend as much time with her as I can so later.

Monday, November 10, 2003 @ 10:37 p.m.
No sneezing for me... ^________^

I slept in for a bit today. Once I got up I worked on my Government Project. I think I'll get a very good grade on it. I still haven't read the pages yet for my other stuff though. I can work on my Essay for tomorrow morning tomorrow morning since it's a breeze. My main problem is my program that needs to be done for Wednesday, which is on top of my two essay papers for my other class. The essays wont be that hard, they just take time...along with the program.

Laura...huh what was I saying? Sorry was talking to her. Well, I got to talk to her a lot today. I'm very happy. Did you hear me?*doesn't think so* I'm EXTREMELY happy. So me go talk to her again. Oh yeah, I have something special planned later. I hope it works out.

Sunday, November 9, 2003 @ 09:12 p.m.
Ugh...

I woke up at 3:30am this morning and had a very bad headache. That's a nice start on a day isn't it? Well, my alarm went off, and I didn't even bother turning it off. I just let it keep going and I ended up falling asleep again. I woke up at 7:30 and took a shower. I started to play a game, since we were obviously not going to church this morning. I did that until it was time to go help out my aunt. I'll not go into that, since most of it was nothing. We got back home around 5, and I played the game again until Laura came on. I'll get back to that now, since that's the only great part of the day. Ja!

Saturday, November 8, 2003 @ 10:03 p.m.
Another long day...

Up at 6, stayed in bed. Got up to watch the WB, and basically nothing all day. Talked to Laura a little, then did nothing. Found out she was going to Jaz's house, and did nothing again. Went out to eat, and came back when Laura reached Jaz'x house, and talk, and drawed, for a little over an hour. I'm tired, so I go to bed now. Night minna-san. *falls to the ground fast asleep*

Friday, November 7, 2003 @ 10:02 p.m.
Another long day.

Ugh...I got up semi-early and read a little. Didn't last long, since my mind wasn't working properly. We went to see the last Matrix. It was ok. The rest of the day was almost a waste. The only thing I did owrth while was burn most of my AYA onto cd's for Laura. I only got one more cd to do. I also watched my sister play FFXI. Laura's over at Traci's, so I won't get to talk to her till tomorrow. Guess I'll return to doing nothing, or maybe finish that Spike drawing.

Thursday, November 6, 2003 @ 09:02 p.m.
Long morning, and day. I woke up groggy, and was in a sort of rush to get everything ready. I took time and talked with Laura a little. I'm not sure how my essay turned out, but I hope it's good. That quiz today was no good since I studied the wrong chapter ~_~. We got FFXI today though. Even though it's my sister's I'll be able to play it. The rest of the day was just there. I'm really tired now, but tomorrow I'm getting up early to do more HW, since I took today off. We'll watch the next Matrix movie, so it might be a good day tomorrow. Well, gonna go talk to Laura now and get cheered up.

Wednesday, November 5, 2003 @ 09:06 p.m.
Study, study, study, study!

That's right. That's all I did today. While I was studying, I let my comp download the next Naruto Bundle, but it wont be finished for a while. Took the test, and after it I was brain dead again. I went to class, but only stay for half the class(it's 3 hours long). I didn't stay, cause I would have useless information for the test. Plus I have to write an essay in class tomorrow morning(still haven't read over the stuf for it), and have a quiz for my other class. Ok, I'm going to be doing some multitasking now. Talk with Laura, read between replies.

Tuesday, November 4, 2003 @ 09:31 p.m.
*yawns* Brain exhaustion(sp?)...

*intercom*Jonathan to OR for brain transplant. Repeat Jonathan to OR!*end* Ugh...this is almost too much, but I think I can handle it. My current preacher says that, "God doesn't give us more 'temptations' or 'trails' that we can't handle" and this maybe one of those trails, so I should be able to overcome this ordeal. Government class is going to have a 'Pop' Quiz next time, so I'll be busy doing that after class tomorrow. And I also gotta read an article so I can do my essay before the Quiz. Wish me luck, and for those that are Christian...pray for me. I'll go back to talking to Laura now.

Side note: I do not cram!

Monday, November 3, 2003 @ 10:55 p.m.
Sleeeeep...

I got to sleep in late today. That might help me out tomorrow. All I did today was play games after I did some studying. I showed a nice program called Ad-aware to Laura, so now her comp'll be cleaner. Me go back to talking now.

Sunday, November 2, 2003 @ 10:35 p.m.
Saturday? It was long...I think. Yeah, I basically just watched Fruit Baskets and did nothing. I was in one of those 'I don't wanna do anything' moods. I started my next Naruto mega-download which didn't finish until today after church.

Today was pretty active like all Sundays. Church, study, and an added thing. The added thing was us looking at houses. Yeah, prety boring, ne? Well me go back to Laura for the short time left. Night.

Friday, October 31, 2003 @ 10:56 p.m.
*yawns*Loooong day...

Nice long day even though I got up late.I basically did nothing today. Though tonight I went over to an old friends house. We ate and discussed stuff over the Bible. It was pertaining to wine, which a lot of people misunderstand nowadays. One simple solution is to point someone(who's Christian, or Catholic) to the 20th Proverbs and first verse. But if you wanna study more into it, it would be better to learn greek and hebrew to find the source since english is one of the worst languages.

Thursday, October 30, 2003 @ 11:15 p.m.
DEATH TO ROSEANNE!!!!!!!!!!

Stupid show kept Laura from getting offline for a little bit so her mother could call someone. You may be wondering why that wouldn't be a good thing. Lemme tell you why it's a bad thing. Laura's downloading the first episode of Ai Yori Aoshi, so if her mother got finished calling early she would have more time to download.

What? The rest of the day? Well I got the same exact grade on my history test as last time. I also was sleepy and tired for the entire day. I wasn't able to get to sleep until sometime after 1am, and then I woke up at 5:30 and just laid in bed until 6:10 I believe. I got some naps once I got home when I was trying to dl something. Oh yeah. I got the 3rd ep of AYA Enishi, and the 4th ep of PMK, and 4th ep of Gilgamesh. Lots of new anime, no? Well I watch some Fruit Baskets later, which is really kawaii. And I'm talking to Laura right now, so I'm going back to it before I go to bed early. Ja ne...

Wednesday, October 29, 2003 @ 11:58 p.m.
lalalalalala

Okay, I slept in till 9:30 and woke up and started looking for the 8th episode of AYA, so I could have a better one, and while I was at it I got Naruto 23. I also watched the video for my class, and then started to watch The Stand, which I just recently finished, only cause of school though. Well, talk to you later.

Tuesday, October 28, 2003 @ 07:39 p.m.
Early, early...he he!

Ed play game with Chessmaster Hex today. Matai...I lost ~_~. I watched Cowboy Bebop not to long ago episode Bohemian Rhapsody through mushroom Hunting. Got to talk to Laura again in the morning...only cause I forgot to change the time on my TV...I woke up at 4:30 instead of 5:30. Took a test, which I don't think I did good on...like last time(thinking wise not actuality).

Ok I got back to waiting now. Tiring day...heh. *yawns and waves*. Later.

Monday, October 27, 2003 @ 09:44 p.m.
MWUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!

/me is listening to One Winged Angel. Hehe, don't mind me. Well today I basically studied. After about 3 hours I got on the comp for no reason, and not to long afterwards I saw Laura get on. I was like...WHAT!?! Did time pass thst fast? I looked at the time, and nope. She got on early. The rest of the day was a haze, after she got off.

I did some things on sites, and boards. I took an email test, and sent it to people. That was a first ever. And I got the fourth ep of FMA and watched it. Did some playing around with things on my comp, and now talking to Laura. I'll get back to that now.

Monday, October 27, 2003 @ 11:43 a.m.
Yesterday...

I forgot to update...oh well. I woke up late, and had another day of anime. I finished .Hack//Sign. The ending was...yeah. I didn't get to talk to Laura much. It wasn't much of a day.

Sunday, October 26, 2003 @ 12:42 a.m.
Anime, anime, anime...you know by now

What a long day. I knew it would be. I woke up ealry, but still slept in. I got on one mute after Laura did. We always do that...and I got logs to prove it too XD. Well, we were cut short on our conversation, so I decided to start watching anime. I started off with Onegai Teacher, and finished it quickly. I couldn't stop watching it. I moved on to...what was it now? Oh yeah! Azumanga Daioh, possibly the funniest anime I've seen.

I started Get Backers. It was interesting. Then watched a bit more Gundam Seed. I think it's the best Gundam out there. Then I watched the strange, and short Amazing Nurse Nanako. Just strange....and now I'm brushing up on .Hack//Sign. Also talking with Laura, so I'll get back to that now. Ja ne...

Friday, October 24, 2003 @ 06:18 a.m.
Tiresome...

Today was tiring...and long too. Oh yeah, that was yesterday. I was happy to find out that the second season of Ai Yori Aoshi is out now. I'm watching it right now. Ano...that's almost basically it.

Wednesday, October 22, 2003 @ 11:00 p.m.
It's just another day...

Well, pretty good day really, though only when Laura was on. I nearly completed my HW today, but didn't. Teacher let me turn it in by Sunday though...really nice isn't it? That's basically it. Laura...program...Laura. I'm glad it wasn't the other way around. Well, night everyone.

Tuesday, October 21, 2003 @ 10:31 p.m.
*sigh*

What a long day. Not much to say, went to school mostly dozed, but still listened since I can't ignore things around me. Got home had a long day trying to get Dreamweaver to make this site better...no luck. I haven't been able to work on my present at all, and I'm spending my day tomorrow getting my program finished, since today I was working on this page the best I could remember. Well, gonna talk more to Laura...the only good thing today, and prolly the best thing throught this semester.

Monday, October 20, 2003 @ 09:29 p.m.
Ugh...Stupid Pitas!

Stupid pitas crashed, so now I have to redo everything. I might as well do everything better this time. This format is only going to be temporary, so expect nice things by the end of this weekend.